cranky

I got cranky, For the first time since I've been here I was mean spirited.  It felt terrible.  Maybe it was the eclipse, maybe the full moon, the humidity, or the supper choices; or a combination, but for 15 minutes I wasted my life and time bitching.

I regret that. I know that there is no moment but this one.I know joy and love are waiting to fill each one.

But I learn once again I am not completely changed. I still have the same issues as before cancer became my companion. It's oddly comforting

And completely a waste of life and time.

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